New beginnings....

Well I decided to start a new blog. A few of you have read my previous one that I had, this one is going to be nothing like that one. I plan on just keeping people updated on me and my life. Really, my life isn't that exciting, but as many of you know, I just bought a motorcycle. Its incredible, and I love it. I got a great deal on it, and I am very happy about that. Again, as many know, this has been a long time goal of mine for me. I have wanted to own a motorcycle for quite some time now. But I am so very happy that I have it now. There is a sense of freedom that comes with it.

Anywho, I had given up on dating for the last little while. I decided that it was a good idea for me, cause this last semester was one of the hardest that I have had. I devoted all the rest of my time to finding a motorcycle, and pretending to study. I feel like I was able to set some good habits during that time too. Thats always a good thing. I feel like I learned a bit about myself too. For some reason I dont really have much of a desire to get back into the dating scene, however, I am not saying that it wont happen.

I have really been trying to establish deeper and better relationships with my friends and my family. I still have alot to do in those relationships, but I think I have done a bit of a better job at it. One thing I have been realizing lately is how important it is to have these close relationships. I really dont think I am that close to anyone in my family, but I dont know that I wish that was different. I have never been able to say that anyone in my family is my best friend, but I think that I am ok with that. I know that they are there, and I know that I can turn to them any time that I want to, I just dont really do it. I would rather talk to my friends that know my situation, cause they have gone through it recently. I dont think I would ever turn to Curtis, my brother, for any sort of girl advice; he hasn't been on a date for at least 10 years. I really dont think that he would be able to help out with that. I am excited to build better relationships. It's something that a good friend has taught me. I will be forever grateful for that life lesson taught to me by this friend. This friend is way better are it than I am.

I think that this is why I want to have more close friends. They are so good at so many things that I really need to work on. I want so badly to be better, but as many of you know, it kinda takes a bit of time. Wierd how that works, huh? If only there was a way to skip all the drama and growing pains that come with change. I guess in a way its ok. I suppose thats where I actually learn real life skills.

Anywho, I dont know what else to talk about, so thats about it.